Sunday, July 27, 2008
WC the second time around! :]]
The most awaited day finally came! :]] XD
pero bago ang lahat, paalala ko lang, naretrieve na yung N7373 ko, a good news, yah?
but the sad thing is, hindi ako ang gagamit.. Pinagpala ang kapatid kong si Timmons..
geez, :[[ na-miss ko na yun, ahahaha.. the camwhore.. LOL~ :]]
emf, what to do? what to do? ahahahaha, yaan na lang nga yun,
hindi naman pede dalhin ang CP sa skul eh, saka wala naman akong load. XD
difference? :]] XD -recent photo.. LOL~
back to the tapik.. :]]
Refresher Course na namin, usapan namin, kitakits kami ni soulsister..
too bad, tadtad siya ng assignments, kaya di nakapunta.. ahahaha..
as usual, I'll walk a distance of sumthing km. LOL~
same old way :]]
and then climbed a moving jungle, jeepney.. LOL~
amoy kalawang eh, saka asar ako sa dami ng dala ko, masipag eh.. XD
tapos after non, mapapako mata ko sa Jalibi, shaakss.. ginugutom ako, ahahaha
mukha na ngang matutunay yung Masaya-kunong bubuyog.. geez
sabay I'll glare sa starbucks, baka di ko mapigilan sarili ko, ubusin ko pa 500 ko.. ahahaha
kaya necessary na galit ang tingin ko, mwuahahaha.. XD
palakad na ako papuntang WC tapos, see if my kaklase akong naglalakad
ayuuuuuuuuun, meron, yung dalawang taga-Sta Isabel College.. XD
Sta. Isabel Sumthing at my front.. :]]
tapos, yun na nga dissapointed lang ako Rm. 301 si Gladys,
ako naman eh 303 [note: di ko pa lam kung pumasok na siya]
pag-akyat ko, ayun andun si Shannen, si Alpha.. glad to see them both well, hihihi..
daldalan naman kami ni Shannen, katabi ko na naman siya sa left side, wahahaha..
I miss Faraday, geez..
I missed SHADING OVALS.. LOL~ XD
after namin magtest, nung ko lang nalaman, wala yung kambal.. ayyy... :[[
di bale na, bonding kami next time, pag la siya assignments.. LOL~
sabi ni Kuya Vlad, balik daw kami mga 1, for Lunch daw yung alis namin..
May baon ako lunch, pero husto ko mag-KFC, kaya nakitagay na lang, wahahaha..
sa KFC CP kami kumain ni Shannen, ghad.. haba ng pila,
tinakam na ako agad sa Chicken Steak.. asar.. wahahaha...
finally, daldalan na lang tapos nung naubos ko na yung kinakain ko,
kinain ko rin baon kong chickendog, LOL~
puro chicken, wahahahaha.. after nun, bumalik na kami..
sabi din ni Vlad, choose any room you want.. ang naisip ko agad 305!
wahahaha, miss ko na Faraday eh.. LOL~
pagkapasok namin, usyosera mode.. nilinot namin yung buong room..
may mga kung anong nakadikit eh, gawa nung mga students ng WCM..
grabe, aber.. ang konti ng Student's Crowd sa WCM, mukhang isang seksyon
lang bawat year level O_o
eh sa kasamaang palad eh, konti lang ang pumasok sa Faraday, yung sina
Alandia saka yung kasama niya ang pumasok na originally taga 305.
tapos nagreminisce ako, inalala ko kung sino nakaupo dito, doon, dyan..
ahahaha, pwera lang sa dulo, wala akong kaclu-clue.. LOL~
mayamaya eh, sabi ni Vlad, sa kabilang room nalang raw, kasi mukhang
konti lang ang babalik, konti lang nga.. sigh.
sa 304 kami, andun si Eula, Michael at Paulene.. still together eh? ahahaha.. XD
tapos libot mode uli, pati si Shannen, parang kiti-kiti.. LOL~
then, maya-maya nawawala ilaw, nang tuluyang nawala.. geez
nase-sense ko na hindi matutuloy.. argh naman.. T-T
hindi nga raw, ipo-post na lang daw sa FS yung score namen.. sosyal XD
may paFS2 pa silang nalaman..
by the way, just go with the flow.. so umalis na lang kami..
uuwi na, ahahahaha.. XD
nagpasama ako sa Nat'l Bookstore para kahit papano, bonding..
bumili na ako para sa Filipino tulas project daw.. LOL~
sabay, hindi nawawala ang pag-piktyur.. LOL~ XD
National Bookstore Invaders.. LOL~ XD
*till here! :]]
Saturday, July 26, 2008
POST for the HUNDREDTH TIME (100th Post)
"One undredth Post"
Yoooohooooooo! Isang dambulahang grasya ang natanggap ko, wahahaha.. XD
naka-isang daang post na ako sa aking BLAGER, shaks.. LOL~
kaya ngayon, todo effort na ako noh, di na ako makakapayag na langawin sa kabulukan etong blog ko noh.
BLOOD, TEARS, SWEAT, LAWAY, TUBIG ang inalay ko para rito, isama mo na rin SIPON ko XD.
it would be a shame kung ia-abandon ko 'tong.. wan en onli pren.. LOL~
Kahit na napakasama ng pakiramdam ko ngayong umaga,
dahil biglang binuksan ng kapatid kong walang moral ang aircon at iniwan akong
niyeyelo sa tabi ng elektrikfan na malamig-lamig na ang binubuga.
geez, nasira ang tulog ko, sabayan mo pa yung pesteng liwanag na
nanggagaling sa ilaw, potek, no choice but get up.. LOL~
Oh, by the way, I'm still in the office of my Mom, dito ako natulog,
miss ko na kasi mag-net eh, kaya pinagtiyagahan ko 'to.. wahaha.. :]
and I even watched the Taiyou No Uta Movie on the suggestion of Oswe.. XD
but, i'm not finished yet, LOL~
ahahahaha, I so miss internet kaya nagpupursigi ako ngayon.. wahahaha..
binasa ko na nga yung...
HOW TO PRODUCE A PRINCE.
THE LEGEND OF THE BLUE COOKIE.
I'M THE FIRST DAUGHTER.
JUST A SONG.
and SHE'S DATING THE GANGSTER.
shakks, nagflo-flood ng langgam sa kilig, yung iba naman iyakan pa,
asar, nakalimutan ko appointment ko kay Margaret.. ampota.. LOL~
nagpa-text na lang ako kay Oswe.. tinatamad ako umalis eh..
mamaya ng hapon. at gusto kong lumangoy sa taas..
nananaba na ako eh, biglang tumaas sa 49 kg ang weight ko..
na dating 44? o 42? ewan basta... ahahaha..
ano pa ba ang kwento? hmmmmmmm... :]
ahahaha, I'm gonna see my soul sister again tomorrow! yehey! excited na ako
daming kwentos to be told.. ahahaha.. XD
nakachat ko na nga siya kahapon, pero HUSTISYA ang lumalabas sa
sa screen na tnaype ko, nababanas ako eh.. naalala ko yung ka-ewanang ginawa namin out of respect, geez. Lumolobo utak namin talaga... ahahaha..
and also my Monthly Test scores are out..
so far, ok lang naman, better luck next time na lang..
CL ... 34/35
English ... 32/50
AP ... 38/40
Science ... thirty-what?[i forgot.]/40
Mathematics ... 35/40
Filipino ... 26/35
Friday, July 25, 2008
simply DISASTER. :[
This post purposedly done to express my sentiments and opinions..
I don't know where it all begins but honestly speaking,
I'm beginning to hate being in X-Justice.. Why, you ask?Dahil
this time, naiintindihan ko na yung
feelings ng mga
and I'm pretty sure it is really dissapointing..
If I were on their shoes, I'll feel the same way or even cry naming dahil sa mga kilos na ipinapakita lahat naming kabilang sa
Fourth Year - Justice.
, I'm starting to realize na mali pala yung mga nagagawa namin
,yun bang binabatikos yung mga
teacher ng hindi nila nalalaman,
saying nasty things dahil lang sa
harsh way of discipline..Totoo nga yung sinabi ng kaklase ko
, if you did something horrible and unpleasant to us, automatic magiging
topic ka, pag-uusapan ka namin.. mga ganun..
but still, this is the thing that is really bugging me,
Last Monday, as far as I know, new rules were to be followed, yung bang bawal lumipat ng upuan, pag sumuway, tatanggalin ng upuan
, and you'll be penalised and pay 8 or 10 pesos..
and ALL of us AGREED, no mistake with what I heard..
but then, dahil nga bawal ang lumipat ng upuan
, they'll find alternative para makipagdaldalan
, they even group themselves on the floor, some play something at the back
and WALA RING NAGBAGO.Maingay pa rin, nakakahiya talaga, lalo na sa mga bago naming
For example, kay Madam Estrebello, dati ayoko sa kanya kasi napaka
-sadistic niya at ang taray niya,
but after commencing an open forum, we cleared everything out.Ngayon, maganda na pagtingin namin sa kanya,
pero still we even abused her kindness..
we talk and talk during her class hours.
And as a witness on behalf of my classmates, they don't even care a damn kung ma
teacher eh, pag nagalit, saka tatahimik.
Which brought me to thinking.Na parang hinihintay lang talaga nila yung
teacher na sumabog na parang bulkan bago sila kakalma..
Some of my classmates even find the guts to stand up at the door and look at
something outside, nakakaasar na yun
, promise.Dahil nasa unahan ako ng
row, nakikita ko yung mga
I never fail to see the DISGUST and DISSAPOINTMENT on their face.
and even now, we are not in good terms with our Adviser, Mdm. Reb because of what happened
last Wednesday, at the study period. *sigh. Parang na-
guilty rin ako dahil sa mga pinagsasabi ko
about Ms. Cruz [Librarian], kasi
she's just doing her job.pero siguro nga
, they looked at us at different angle, misjudged and misunderstanding.
but what could we do to patch things up? Everyday it's getting worse. :[
SERIOUSLY.ANO BA KASI DAPAT MANGYARI PARA MATUTO KAMING LAHAT?
~sana naman, yung iba diyan,
RESPECT lang kailangan nila..
~matuto naman kami sanang manahimik
, those stories can wait, WTF.
~SCHOOL is not a place for CHATTING, kahit saang diksunaryo mo pa tignan, tahanan yung kung saan ka nakaka
knowledge, hindi para makadibdib ng tsismis.
* Siguro nga masyado kaming
fact na sabi ng mga
,na pinag-aagawan kami ng
FACULTY para maging
advisory class.. %^$^%# na
we're the only batch left which is MABABAIT-kuno
Jesus. lumalaki na nga ulo namin.. T-T
-help us.. *
Saturday, July 19, 2008
"I've cried at least One Litre of Tears"
One litre of Tears - Ichi Rittoru No Namida
1 Litre no Namida (1リットルの涙, Ichi Rittoru no Namida, lit. "1 Litre of Tears"; also called A Diary with Tears or A Diary of Tears) is a Japanese Television drama for Fuji Television about a girl who was diagnosed with an incurable degenerative disease at 15, but was able to continue her life until her death at the age of 25.
The drama is an adaptation of the diary of a Japanese girl named Aya Kitō, who suffered from spinocerebellar ataxia. She began keeping a diary at the suggestion of her doctor, and continued to write until she could no longer hold a pen. The diary, titled 1 Litre no Namida, was published shortly after her death.
So sad. :(( I just finished watching this drama few days ago and I currently watching the special episode.. You know, my eyes were like, WHEW, balloons O_O. Anyone with tender hearts would really cry watching this.. T-T Come to think of it, it was the FIRST EVER jdorama I've watched and I really had fun, now I'm starting to get addicted. Yun nga lang, I'm super late. why? Because, it was back in 2005 when it was aired in TV and was top-ranking series, still I didn't got the chance to watch it, nor hear it.. :[
Aya was really an amazing person, she didn't even think of dying, and she knew she couldn't give up. "Live On" she said. Sobrang touching ng mga words niya and I couldn't help but cry. Sometimes, I thought to myself, what if I had her disease? Could I continue to live on with my life and had to courage like what she had? KUUUUUU. T-T
Eventhough, after watching the series, I realize so many things, and that's thanks to Aya, kung ako siya, di ko lang alam kung magiging kasing-tapang niya ako, baka nga suko na ako agad eh.. Siya nga na hidi na makalakad, makusulat, makakain at makapagsalita, still she didn't give up and continue fighting against her disease.. I'm thankful that I was still alive, healthy and can do things I wanted to..
Aya’s diary “I Litre of Tears” was published after her death, because of its inspiring and courageous message of, “Just being alive is such a lovely and wonderful thing.” So far, over 18,000,000 copies of her diary have been sold.
If you want to read a translated version of her diary, click HERE and enjoy!
So, what can I say? Sabi nga ni Aya "If I were a flower, i'd be a bud, I'll treasure the beginning of my youth without any regrets." Hope you could learn something from her.. May DVD ako, kung gusto niyo manghiram, just say it, pero balik nio ah.. :]]
"I've cried at least One Litre of Tears" -Aya
Sunday, July 13, 2008
Quotes from Aya.
Some Memorable Quotes from the Series:
Poems by Ikeuchi Aya (Aya Kitou) from One Litre of Tears:
- I really don't want to say things such as "I want to go back to how things were before". I recognize how i am right now, and I will continue to live on.
- Even though I have been hurt before by those heartless glares this also helped me to understand that around me, there still exists some gentle glares. Therefore, I definitely won't run away. That's what I'll do. Definitely. Always.
- The quiet classroom after class; The view outside the window; the wooden floor of the corridoors; Talking in homeroom; I like all these. I'm likely to only cause trouble for people and it might not really do me any good to stay here. Even if it's like that, I still want to stay here. Because this is the place where I am.
- To be able to smile and tell everyone this; i have, at least, cried one litre of tears. Therefore, even when i leave this school, I definitely won't think that some things have ended.
- If you look up at the sky after falling down the blue sky is also today stretching limitlessly and smiles at me...I'm alive.
- For those people who are really listening, they will definitely understand.
- People shouldn't dwell on the past. It's enough to try your best in all that you're doing now.
- Reality is too cruel, too brutal. I don't even have the right to dream. As I think about the future, the tears will come out again.
- Where should I head towards? Even if there isn't answer, I'll feel better by writing it down. I've looked for a pair of helping hands but I couldn't feel them, couldn't see them. I only face towards darkness and hear hear the sounds of my hopeless screams.
The Other Side of Suffering
Everyone feels pain
But surely, after suffering satisfaction will arrive
Even with sports; studying or other ordeals with life,
It's like that for everyone
If we can beat the pain, on the other side
a rainbow of happiness awaits us.
That will definitely become a treasure
Lets believe in that.
Step by Step
When my existence seems to disappear
I will look for the place where I can do the best I can
From now on, I'll deliberate slowly
I won't be impatient
I won't be greedy
I won't give up
Because everyone takes things step by step
*sniff sniff T-T*
MISSING EVERYTHING. T-T [like hell.. =(( ]
I'm BACK again! LOL~ I'm missing everything.. badly.. AMP..
want me to enumerate?a ONE..a TWO..a ONE, TWO, THREE..!>BLOG.
so mats.. ampp.. wala pa ring kapaga-pag-asang makabit ang net sa bahay..
and it really piss me off.. I miss the feeling na, anytime makakasira ako ng keyboard
kaka-apdeyt eh.. tapos ultimong masisira na talaga ang tenga ko sa kaka-play ng
"One and Only" daw.. &^*^%&*$&^. I'm pissed off.. T-T
tapos yung feeling na halos bumaliktad na ang bituka ko sa gutom..
dahil pag-nagbla-blog ako, i don't mind about food, saka na lang.. shakss.
saka yung pakiramdam na halos dumugo na, hindi lang ang ilong ko, pati utak ko
sa kaka-aral ng HTML/CSS and all that.. isama mo na rin ang ADOBE.. :]]
sooo much.. and you know it.. it's been hmmm?
46 days to be exact since I last saw my soul sister..
huhuhuhu.. miss ko na kasi yung everytime na nagpapasama siya
sa CR, sabay yung dada niya about INSPIRATION niya..
si Mr. J na malakas ang loob, tapos yung pagkatakot niya sa doggie..
wahahaha.. tapos yung 15 minutes break sa review..
i miss also the times na sumabog na tiyan ko kakatawa tungkol sa
BALELENG at kung anu pang kaeklabushan ng buhay na napapansin namin..
shaks.. miss ko na kita sis.. super!
>My CP N7373.
yeah right.. i miss the camwhore me.. so much.. and the feeling na multi-colored yung
communication device ko.. sabay yung walang katapusang LOAD..
nasan na ba kasi? ayun, CLhuiller or whatever the spelling is.. andun si 7373..
ampp.. and i'm gonna save money to retrieve it back.. that's my mom's gift kasi..
and i need to treasure it.. huhuhu..
Laptop Computer ACER.<
same to you.. i miss editing pictures on my ADOBE.. and now,
nasa sanglaan ka raw.. bwisit na buhay..
hindi ko na masyadong nae-enjoy buhay ko ngayon..
miss ko na rin yung pag-surf ko sa net..
katulong pa kita para ma-ayos yung blogskin ko.. shaks..
JUST NOW! NEWS BREAK!
ampp, si laptop, nakita kong gamit ni kuya tim.. ampp..
I don't know whether my Mom is just tricking me
or lying to me.. ampp.
>Our Mobile Car.. ZFE 551
i don't know why.. but i miss the coolness the aircon brings and
my face against the wind habang nagtra-travel kami..
sigh.. di ko na kasi nakikita eh.. and i never get the chance to ride
on it again..
so far.. puro bagay ang namiss ko.. ampp..
i'm soo fed up na kasi eh..
lagi na lang ako nakatunganga.. amp.. argh.
#!%&$ na buhay.. T-T
Thursday, July 3, 2008
I MISS BLOGGING T_T
sooooooo many LAKTAWS.
amf.. T_T hindi pa talaga kami umaahon sa pagka-bankrupt..
JESUS. Kelan uli ako makakasira ng keyboard kaka-apdeyt?!
asar talagaaaaaaa! kung kelan na akong reding-ready saka naman
mawawalan ng internet kasabay ng sangkatutak na assignments.
gosh.. bumabagal na ang mga grasyang natatanggap ko.. amp.SCHOOL.
you know, I so effin hate it but love it at the same time.. SHAKS.
burger, burger, burger..
This week was a blast, yehey! Why? Because I felt like the time seems
to be passing VERY QUICKLY.. ahahaha, ASA.
Actually, it was a week of melacholy and bliss too..
wahahaha, confused? I told you, wag mo kong tularan, tsong!.
Me and my buddies already passed our club application yesterday,
HAPPY to be accepted but still SAD for I will not be with
my PRENS POREBER
on Club Time..
They were accepted at Media Watch Club
and I at Journalism Club
I didn't purposedly tried to pass my form to Mr. Popoy because
I don't really have interest on being member there..
What tackles me most is that I wanna be part of School Paper Staffs..
eventhough my English fluency is very negative (I'm not lying!)
and SOOOO EWAN.. I just want to be part of it for I can also have time
to improve on the next few Fridays to come.. :]]MENTORS.
so far, I SO HATE THAT WOMAN w/ MONSTROUS HAIR
I know I'm not the one because I know my classmates felt
so disgusting and its really irritating! swear!
She talks as if she knows everything not to mention,
her topic/discussion or whatsoever didn't excites us.. so effin..
WHO THE HELL WOULD WANT TO KNOW MORE 'BOUT LIBRARIES
so effin, so effin, so effin... sooooooooooooo EFFIN.FRIENDS.
hmmmm? so far, so good.. I once again saw the fondness of my friends
that's when we celebrate Venus' Birthday! [tnx for the JABI!]
we even manage to surprise her, wahahaha..
She even cried when we gave her a birhday cake..TEARS OF JOY, EXPOSED
and also, I even noticed our attentiveness when a CAT officer
pass by, wahahaha.. We respect more our officers than our teachers.. LOL~
too bad, if we go over our limits in classroom,
we would get punished instead with pumping and push-ups..
Actually the first time today.. O ghad.. depressing.. wahaha..
We'll be having our training again tomorrow.. yieeheee...
-niyeyelo na ang classroom namin, wahahahaha..
-away na naman kami ni BBB. T_T
-my BIG THUMB on my left foot is swelling, effin, what's the hell?!?
-THESIS is on PROGRESS. effin.